I died so spiritually and was awakened so sinfully
I was covered in lust and bound by transgressions
I yearned unceasingly
I wanted unyieldingly
My thoughts roamed incessantly
This feeling lingered relentlessly

I was awake and alive and so consciously dead
Unhealthy and unhelpful but the ending I do dread

Like a sweet, numbing poison I drink to my death with a smile
Justifying my actions with my feminine wiles

It’s electric, magnetic,  intelligent and rude
It’s passionate,  sexy,  and erotically crude
Damn You!